hatesparadise: (sad divorced dad energy)
Danny 'Danno' Williams ([personal profile] hatesparadise) wrote2021-06-11 09:14 am

Williams Family Home - Newark, NJ, Friday Night

The funeral for Matty had, of course, been closed casket. And it had been full of cops (all former coworker's of Danny's) and firefighters (all former coworker's of his father) so it was easy to not have to address anything emotionally at the time.

Though Grace being there with him had caused more than a few cracks to come through as he just tried to get through this period.

Which was possibly why he was laying in one of bedrooms in the home that he and his siblings had grown up in, staring at the ceiling, trying to will himself to sleep. Even though he knew he'd have nightmares there.

[[for the guy on the air mattress]]
grenadesandohana: (pos: dipping head smile)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"You needed to be here for your folks," Steve said. "I don't ever mind spending time with Grace."
grenadesandohana: (neu: intense face)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve wouldn't dream of mentioning it. His hand ghosted along Danny's spine, up and down, trying to be soothing.

Danny was always going on about those kinds of emotions were better out than in, so Steve was going to trust him on that and just hope what he was doing was helping. The McGarrett family tradition of ignoring it until it stopped hurting had certainly done Steve no favors.
grenadesandohana: (neg: sad puppy)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm so sorry, Danno," Steve murmured, holding him close.
grenadesandohana: (mcdanno: longing)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"I've got you," Steve murmured. "Let it all out."
grenadesandohana: (Default)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve hummed and returned to rubbing circles on Danny's back. "You tried then, too," he said softly.
grenadesandohana: (neu: stupidly pretty)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Danny.

Steve held on just as tightly with one arm, and moved the other up to toy with the soft hair at the nape of Danny's head.

"This isn't your fault," he said firmly.
grenadesandohana: (mcdanno: staring)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Like what?" Steve asked, happy to let Danny spin himself out for a while. Survivor's guilt was a very real thing. Hell, his entire drug-enduced Wo Fat hallucination had kept his father alive.
grenadesandohana: (neg: think face)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve kept up with the back rub. "You were going through a divorce and a move across the country at the time," he pointed out mildly.
grenadesandohana: (mcdanno: longing)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve throttled back the instinct to wipe Danny's tears like he was Grace or something. That would make this weird and he was trying so hard not to let this get weird again.

"You know I'm right," he said quietly.
grenadesandohana: (neu: how so pretty)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Buddy, nothing is going to make this easier," Steve said. "You'll have regrets forever."
grenadesandohana: (mcdanno: longing)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Good thing Danny's eyes were closed because that hand placement had Steve's face do a thing that had nothing to do with helping a best friend get through the death of his brother.

"Want to talk about it?" he asked.

grenadesandohana: (neg: look i have feelings)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
"There's no rush," Steve said, moving his thumb to take out some of the pressure at the base of Danny's neck.
grenadesandohana: (neg: sad puppy)

[personal profile] grenadesandohana 2021-06-11 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Always," Steve said. "You know that, right?"

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